Winter

Why is everything so dull in winter? The clothing is dull , the weather is dull , you generally feel dull and insecure .. Well maybe it's just me, who thinks that? Then there's the build up to Christmas and the excitement - then you open your presents ... They seem no where near as exciting has your bike or dolly's pram from 8 years ago ! A few things seem cool , but the sparkle has slowly dimmed and i cannot help but think "remember going to bed at 7 pm , so Santa could show up ?" Then you wouldn't be able to sleep , and you'd end up panicking because you were scared he wouldn't come .. I miss those days . I miss not having a care in the world . I miss my childhood !